Com reali down this time, couldn't on at all, now using darling's iPod to blog , I want iPhone ! Hee. Finally that one come after 2 months? The pain is killing mi,slept whole day today, now still feeling tired. Mama is laughing at me, say I dun have xgg now I will be lonely for another 2 weekends :( not going out on weekends it's perfectly fine for me, I can zzz till shiok and save money at the same time . haha! Think bcuz of period I got very easy emotionally upset and mood swing. And yday saw a watch tat caught my eye, it's pretty but I ain't going get it cuz I dun wear watch, just fancy it only. Dunno wat am I trying to post abt also, I only know my stomach is in great pain now . bye bye, going to get some rest .
And I always thot it's just a 21 days, but it is nt so simple , times just seems to pass so slowly without him in spore. All I can do is counting down everyday. Just so worried abt him, the feeling of not knowing how is him now and not able to contact him unless he contact me is so not good, I dun like it. For the past 7 days, just now is the 4th time he called,just a less than 3 mins talk each time, from his voice I can hear Tat he is exhausted,2 more days and he is going for the 9 days field camp, he is definitely going to suffer:( all I wan now is 31st may to come asap, and he will come back safely in perfectly fine condition . Tmr is our 15th months, I love you my precious bendan :)
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